that's fine.

No matter how awesome I think my plans are, they never seem to work out. That must mean that my life is going to be awesome because God has big plans for me. They must be pretty awesome.
My heart beats and breaks for things, for people.

unwed mothers, inner beauty, unseen heroes, grace, things that matter, babies, love, friends, pure love, marriage, family, wrinkles, weddings, laughter, traveling, rolling hillside, exploring, climbing, wandering, music, sunshine, open fields, no regrets, chubby baby hands, insecure girls trying to fit in, tall buildings, downtown, coffee.

THERE IS LOVE, THERE IS GRACE, THERE IS FREEDOM, THERE IS JESUS.

I want to live a life full of those things.


I have so many options in front of me. It makes me really excited about life. Being the now is really hard. Everyone says to live in the now. But I'm antsy.

My soul soars when I think about all of the possibilities in front of me. none of them involve Texas.

Lacey/unwed mommies- Cadillac, Michigan.
Study Abroad - Dublin, Ireland.
Hospitality Management - Macomb, Michigan.
Business Management - Rochester, Michigan.
Anywhere in California.
Chicago.

anything that isn't here.

I don't think I am going back to school this semester. I am going to be bored out of my little mind. I am not sure what God is going to be teaching me in this next season of my life. Something, though. I am ready for it, bring it on. :]

The Lord is faithful, He is abounding in love and grace. His fingerprints are everywhere.

$tress.

I have never been more stressed about money in my life.
My dad gave me some money on my debit card to fix my car. and somehow all of is gone. and my car is not fixed.

I even overdrafted, that is how much I spent. I did not think I was that bad with money. I have even been watching my account balance. I hate money.

I think life would so much easier if I had an income. That is just my personal opinion.
I would love to pack up everything I own and move home. It would be so easy. I could get a job and be near my family, and my friends.

Lately I have been missing 2008. The whole year, 2008. I was not happy with my life that year but now I would love to go back. Things seemed simpler back then. I don't think they were, I guess hind sight is always 20/20. But I had a good life back then. Now that I am really thinking about it, I don't know if I would like to go back. Wow, bipolar. Sorry.

oops

well my sugar fast lasted all of about 2 days after posted.

oh well, it's summer.