SURRENDER

Surrender Let go. Surrender Let go. Surrender Get go.

easier said, then done.

Breakthrough

I feel stuck. I feel like I need to breakthrough something. What exactly, well I have not quite figured that out. I can almost picture a wall above my head that I am continually running into. I keep ramming my poor little head into it and nothing happens, all I get is a headache.

I keep wanting to discuss things with God, to get through this break through but I can't get my mind to go there. I can be all alone, with no distractions and yet my mind hits a wall when I try and process. I do not understand. All I can seem to do is surrender. Surrender Daily. That's what I do. I normally have specific prayers that I pray and this week, I can not manage to get them out. Nothing has happened in this particular area of life (Casey, I hope you are following) I have not had "manna" at all this week. I haven't prayed for it either. My mind will not go there. I'm not too worried, this could be the answer I have been looking for.

I started school again. I thought when my parents gave me their blessing to not do school this semester, it was a green light to go home early. Ha! I enrolled myself in school, and then asked my parents if that was ok. I just knew that was what I was supposed to do and I was sick of fighting it. I am actually really excited to take Accounting and Economics. Clearly I am off my rocker.

That's really all that is been going on with me lately. Except for this nagging feeling I have way in the back of my head that I need to change something....So I just pray for stronger conviction. that should work. :)

Before I go off on a never ending tangent about nothing at all, I will end this here.

Chains be broken.

Lives be healed.

Eyes be opened.

Christ is revealed.